YSingle, or not.

I'm posting this early in the morning. Broke up with boyfriend last night. Okay, its a very long story alrght? I've been crying for the past 1 week, almost everyday & now. Many things happened recently, I lost my besfriends, and now, I lose my boyfriend. When we just started off, you were always there for me through good times & bad. when I'm sad, you cheered me up. But now? Everything had changed so quickly. You didn't defend me when sth happened to me. I'm really dissapointed. When you know that I'm calling you, instead of you picking my call, you made your friends pick my call, I text you almost 5 smses but I don't get any repies frm you at all. I can't stand this anymore, love. Since you don't love me anymore, I shall end this 2months plus relationship. Yes, I'm happy being with you for the first month. When I went to HK, I was thinking abt you almost all the time. Later, you went oveseas too, I can't bear for you to leave me, really. I felt so contented when you still even bother to call me frm overseas on our 1st month, although we can't chat for long(:. I've alr apologised to you if I really really did sth that break your heart, I know sometimes, a word sorry can't make things back to how it is last time, at least you should reply me right? But you failed to. Nevermind, since everything is now over, I shall nt talk abt it anymore, Hope you could find someone better next time, and do well in your studies. Thanks for the past great memories you gave to me, its really sweet of you, I never love a guy so much in my life before. Its kinda hard for us to come till then, so much fun, so much tears. But now, our love had gone to the heaven, & I guess we can't get it back anymore, can we?

Goodbye, 15November2007.

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